Monday, August 17, 2009

Last Pre-Davis Post!

Wow! Tomorrow I'll be a mommy. I feel like I'm in a total surreal state right now and I'm not too sure what I'm doing. We had our last doctor's appointment this morning and everything is still as scheduled. Arrive at the hospital in the morning at 5a.m. UG!! But I'm sure knowing me, it's not like I'll be sleeping too much anyway, awake with anticipation. I feel like a kid at Christmas time right now. Yesterday was a little hard for me actually. I had a flood of emotions that took over and just completely had a meltdown for a little bit. One minute, Michael is massaging my pinched nerve in my back and the next minute, I run into the bathroom trying to hold back my tears. Michael came in to hold me and I just told him I'm getting so scared...I'm so nervous. Thank goodness he was with me, otherwise I think I would have spent the day crying. He has such an amazing way of calming me down. I can't even begin to explain everything that I was thinking yesterday. Thoughts of, 'my goodness, this is going to be painful!' and wondering how things will change between Michael and I. Not knowing and not having any control over a situation is so hard for me, I'll admit! At the same time, it's exciting not knowing too. I can't wait to see his little face, wondering how he'll look like Michael and I. It excites me and fascinates me knowing we created this life together. I'm going to be a mom, I'm going to be a mom! For some reason, it's still shocking for me, even though I've had plenty of time to let this thought sink in. I can't wait for my life to change for the better and I am so extactic for this. Happy early birthday my little Davis. I can't wait to meet you tomorrow! I love you!

10 comments:

The Dimino's said...

Good Luck tomorrow!!! I will be praying for a healthy delivery!! It is so exciting!!! Keep us posted!!!

Audrey said...

I'm so excited for you and Michael!! I hope all goes smoothly tomorrow. I will be thinking of you and sending prayers your way. Can't wait to meet your precious little Davis!
Love, Audrey

PS Les is excited Davis will be born on his birthday! hehe

Lea Liz said...

Good luck tomorrow!!! It will be tje most amazing day of your life!!!

Jenn said...

I'm so excited for you! It will be the greatest moment of your life thus far. You'll do great. I'm saying a prayer for you that everything goes very smoothly (and painless)! Best of luck to you!

T Sharee said...

Good luck today!!! I can't wait to see pictures of your little guy. I will be thinking and praying for you!!!! Hurry baby Davis!

Lisa said...

You'll do great - I'll be thinking about all of you. Colton is only 5 days old, but my how life has changed - they are such miracles. Best wishes :-)

Heather said...

BEST OF LUCK TO YOU TODAY!!! You are embarking on one of the best days of your life, the most overwhelming and beautiful experience. Beautiful minus the birthing details. ;) You are going to be great and I am looking g the forward to meeting the little guy via blog land.

Michele H. said...

I am due this Sunday and am having very similar rollercoaster emotions. Thanks for sharing. It's nice to hear the same feelings from someone else who's right on track with you in the pregnancy plight.

Annie said...

how exciting!! i hope that everything went GREAT today!!

Jessica said...

I got emotional just reading your post! I'm not sure if it's just remembrance of being induced the first time with Caden or if it's due to me being nine months prego and a week away from my second induction!

You are going to do great! Don't be nervous and scared-ok well I know you will be anyway, but guess what? So is every other woman about to give birth-ok maybe everyone except for like the duggar mother who has been there about what 20 times now? :D

You two are going to make wonderful parents and the second you see his little face you will feel so much relief that all of your fears will melt away!

I can't wait to see pictures and hear all about it!